Friday, July 29, 2005
RaCiAl HaRmOnY dAy..
well..for everyone rhd was on 21st july..but fot cedar it was today!!!!haiz..well..i wore sari today..infact many of em in my sch wore sari..its was more of a indian festive day than rhd..hahah..but it was nice..jus that sum gals dun realli noe hw to handle the sari..they dun wear it properly!!! its like falling off their chest..they dun sit properly wif it..my god!!! no modesty la..kadavuleh..help those gals..well..then..i screwed by mr tay! haiz but nvm..it was partly my fault..i was late in telling him that me nt cuming for class..haiz...he was freaking angry la..but i cant blame him..hes still nice! he still rox!well...rite now..things hv changed for me..vaazhkaiyil sila maatrangal...i actually like it..jus that sumthings hurt bigtime!dunno wad to say..i dunno wad to think..aarrggh....forget it..anyway im happy today..so ill jus be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)in sch today we were taking like so many many many pictures..like wif everyone!!! i tok wif classmates,girija,wif JRB co, wif everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! infact i wanted to take a foto wif mr suresh but when i came looking for him like 3times..he was in a meeting..haiz haiz haiz...last yr i missed it..this yr i missed it again!!! nvm..ill take it soon!!!yep then the bunks in my sch got called up by principal..to u noe wad...to tell them to take off their ethnic costumes..they wore either jippas or kurtas, or the malay male costumes...so they had to take em off!!! so sad..u noe sum of them actualli look really gd..like VARG!!! haiz...yea..then..i had lunch wif..ruby,nithya,satoishini,arathi,sandana,thiru and his two frenz...after a long time i saw thiru..we had gd chat...oh ya there was pirachanai at TP LJS..hehe..small one la..nthg much...hehe..yea..then..i hv to say today's a gd day..everyone looked so cute n gd!!! heheh..cant wait to c teh pix..so till then...adios!!!>>OOdha OOdha OOdha Poo un peyar thavira Ohdhaa Poo<<
magic through at 7:34 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
JuS DuNnO WaD 2 SaY..
why does life have to be complicated?maybe tats wad life is..complications after complications..its nt fun anyway...trying to figure out the reasond y this happ..the causes..wad will happen cos of that...man! my life is filled wif qns..so annoying..sumone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz haiz haiz..well ins ch today..had a gr8 nap during eng..the weather was jsu too good...yea..then mr tay gave us e biggest shock..we'll b hving 2periods of amath tml..aarggghhzz... help me! relative velocity is pretty tough..anyway yea..did tamil compre today, nt tat interesting! then had ss..gosh! yea bio also, freaky la mr lim! and yesh chem pract..was fine..i like! yep..wad else..i didnt go for a.r.t today..went back home..felt so slack la..yea..then wad else..came home n used the comp..was boring la..so i went to take a nap..well then now..im all set to study..gonna do sum amath maybe..n yesh gota get ready stuff for rhd! haha..yep.. well so gtg now..chowz!>> ShOw Me tHe MeAnInG Of BeiNg LoNelY, Is tHiS FeElIng I nEeD To wAlK WiF..TeLL mE Y i CanT Be TherE WhErE U r..theres sumthing missing in my heart..<<
magic through at 8:53 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
SwArNa '05
well..swarna was yesterdae..damn tiring.. well first things first hv i told u that NUS can be a lil screwed at times..gosh..wonder wad they were thinking..but i cant blame them la..they were pretty organised i hv to say.. yep..then let me tell u how frakin proud i m of my drama team n dance team..DRAMA: 2nd..a very gd job done! i cldnt stop crying la..they rocked e stage..everybody went woaaaa....luv them loads la...m so pround of their performance..wadvea negative comments can go take a hike..im happy for them! thnx to dhiv n crew for lighting, anandi n crew for music, the makeup team n the costume crew..n satoishini for her special efforts..and yesh the props ppl thnx! and basically everyone hu helped thnx freakin lots!!!!DANCE: 1st..that was gr8 too.. they were like so gd la..i saw everyone smilin so much..theie costumes makeup n everything like damn gd la.. vijaya akka rox for choreography!!! dance gals did their best n uve got the winning prize gals..smile!!!!well then..it was a very emotional day..thinkin back about all e memories of drama comps..then realising that samskarashruthi is the last eva drama ill be duin in sch..as a team as cedar..that hurt me so bad..noeing that thats e last time..haiz...pretty emotional la..nva tot time cld run so fast..i can still remember my first day in cedar..horrible!!!! i din hv any frenz roun me...felt so awful..well noe ive found my bestest frenz here..its so true when they say sec sch life teaches u so many many things..haiz..well now its all gonna end soon very soon for me..feel so sad... :( well today i didnt go to sch!!!! honestly i was damn tired..n anwyay i din miss much in sch..i heard they had boring lessons..except PE they played captain's balls..yep so nvm..but i went to sch at bout 2 to collect hmwk n all..yep..then i was back home..i watched CHINNATHAMBI...gr8 movie la..i luv it.n well now im jus chatting online..so till next time..chowz!>>Un AnBu IlLaAtHu..En JeEvAn IlLaAtHu<<
magic through at 7:50 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
dRaIneD oUt...*sobz*
well..i really dunno wads happening all week...feel damn fucked up!vaanam thiranthu mazhaiyai ketten,kedaithathu!imaiyai thiranthu pagalai ketten,kedaithathu!imaiyai moodi thuyilai ketten,kediathathu!idhayam thiranthu anbai ketten,kangalirunthu neer mattum nazhuviyathen???many ppl said..life will suck bigtime rite b4 ur o's..well looks liek its so true now..dunno la..i give up on finding happiness..tot i was enjoying my life the way it was but guess wad? no!hvnt been in a gd mood all week..either crying, fighting wif mum n dad, screaming at bro..haiz..even my sch work sux..sumtimes i can concentrate so much sumtimes i jus go blank cos im so tired..im so mentally drained..n u noe wad..i dun even noe the damn reason y?well..i hv to apologise to DUMBO so sowie..hvnt been tokking properly to him..well vish also..hvnt been tokking to her properly..i miss her e most!!!!! i jus saw her on wed but i already misss her like cwazy!!haiz haiz haiz..on top of all these..is my drama preparations! SAMSKARASHRUTHI will be a gr8 success!! mark my words man...its gonna rock! those hu hv any F comments bout it..come n watch it u losers!!! haha..man i so proud of em..they hv cum this far..jus that the props n costumes kinda screw but well. ruby, dhiv n i got everything done..now the situation is under control..hehe! well we hv the swarna dance gals too..they r all gd n set for e competition...rock on babes!well well well..im damn tired la...so gtg now..chowz!>YeThO NaAn IrUnTheN En UlLeH KaArtRaI NeE KiDaIThAi<vish this is for u!
magic through at 8:24 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
VoH my GaWd!
hey hey hey..well..im so sowie bloggie..hvnt been writing a long long while...my bro reformatted my comp so everything got lil screwed. i nva got a chance to use my comp other than doing my fnn thingy...sux big time! so im in sch now..had e time to do sum shit so i came here..well..i feel so bad not writing in a long time..haiz..well the past ten days hv been horrible la..had some really pissing days..where i fought wif mum, wif bro, hv nt been tokking to my dad...got screwed for high bill!!! thnx to DUMBO dog..wadeva la..tot life was freaking screwed for sumtime..i went into my depression moods pretty often esp reading MSG FRM NAM..god..wad in e world was happening to me..well..i had my PS performance on e 16th..tat went gd! met few ppl..saw my *crush* had eye contact all..haiz...then wad else..then i got damn fucking pist wif my fnn stuff..got so angry...im like cant be bothered by it but i hv to do it..im trying so hard to get things done but it nva seems done!! pissing rite? yea..then after that was nationals meet!!!! THAT ROCKED! divya..i hail her..darshni i hail her too.the cedar track team rox la..they did well yesterdae...they beat SSS(if u noe wad i mean)..they did well..im proud of them(nt like i did anything other than cheering :p)hehe..well yea..nthg much..the past few days hv been bad for me la..but im tryin to cheer myself up..vish, frenz,DUMBO..they're all being nice to me..so ill smile!!!! :) anyway ya...sorkalam debate's cuming up and my SWARNA FINALS!!! aarrrggghhh...hope my drama gasl give it thier best..ohhh..they will they rock...muax darlings!!! and to teh dance gasl..all teh best hunnies!kk gtg now..bubyez! chowz!>enTha penNiLUm IlLaAthA OnDrU YeThO adI YeThO UnNiDaM IrUkIRaThU<
magic through at 10:26 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
DnC 4eva!!
well well well..today is the 11july..two yrs ago i danced my syf n found a gr8 fren,VISHNU!!!thats e happiest thing of the day...vish!!n well yesterdae i was in such a crying mood after reading MSG FRM NAM..man it like drove me to tears tat i like teared in e mrt as i started thinking bt the stuff... losing sumone u love so much..like family frens(esp) and ur lover or sumthing...gosh!!! thats gonna hurt bigtime! yea like totally..ill probably go crazy if the guy im gonna marry dies...woa..i hv no idea wad kind of shit ill be going thru la..its so freaky!!! but lets jus thnk god for wad i hv now..loving family(hmm...nt exactly)..the best ppl in e world r mua frenz(totally!!!)..n many more (:P)...yea..yep yep..anyway sch today was crap la..started off the day wif chem practical..hw nice is tat? yea after that had mt.sum dumb discussion!!!!!! then was PE...oh that was fun.. i tried rollerblading for e first time...nanny n jes were teaching me..hahah i fell once!!! yea later on i learnt it slowly...im nt pro at it though..but it so fun!!! thnx jes thnx nanny(flying kiss remo style) :p.. yea after that was jogging n ssg..hahah mdm faridah didnt cum so it was free period we were like singing songs n crapping so much la...then was eng..we had more singing..haha..after sch syf gals went to sajc for the dance thingy..haiz ok la...SAJC DANCE TEAM IS SUPERB! their dance was like MINDBLOWING! yea..very nice! then met DUMBO..i was like hungry la but didnt eat haha..was actually gd cos i had sambal chicken waiting for me at home...(yummy) well now its all in my tummy!! hehe..yepyep..well i guess tats all..i hv to get wrking on fnn!!!! its really drIvInG ME CrAzY!!!! god help me!!!!!!!!!!!!! (m i asking too much?) PULEEZE!!!hehehe...>wad will i do...if i cant be wif ubaby where will i turn tobaby hu will i benow that we r apart, m i still in ur heart?baby y dun u c...that i need u here wif me...<
magic through at 8:01 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
CeDaR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cedar rox la...SORKALAM debate like rocked to the core man!! it was tough fite n we did it. congrats to the debaters!! rock on!ye..well that was a gd news for the dae..but the dae started konjam pissing ah..came to sch thinking that i can use the comp in the lab but guess wad it was closed!!!!!!!!!!!! aarrgghh...but nvm..i met up wif the debaters n was slacking wif them la..then ruby joined us..we left to the debat place..some cc la..yea..after that..i went to DUMBO..yea..went to bedok cos he had to do sumthing..then we travelled back to tp..had a gd day...we shared the jokes that we knew...he was like disgusted wif a few that i said la..hahah..thnx to thiru nayi n ruby panni..hehehe...yep..so now back home n relacing one corner..hehehe...yea..konjam boring ah irukku...so ill update soon ya...till then chowz!!!>MeRe PyAaR AbU aAjArEh MeRe PyAaR<
magic through at 9:54 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
OoPs..SoWie..
haha...feel so bad bt nt writing in a long time..so sowie...anywayz...let me update..my DSA...got a gd news..i hv to mug for my prelims n o's though to get in certainly..then..hmm..wad else...SYF dance thingy has been going ok..DRAMA is still hanging loose...dunno wads gonna happ..they bet win la..all the hardwork shldnt go to waste..anyway..the lucky B.I.T.C.H in sch..is damn lucky cos i hvnt screwed her for hurting my fren..so gal u r freakin lucky!!!hmm..yea anyway my day was fine..had a slacky day in sch..it was jus the tests that turn my mood off la..SS haha..anyway yea..tat was a bigtime screw la..then hmm..was chem..hahaha...that was like "awesome"..nt a bad paper though oni if i had studied...haha...yea..then went to lib..studied an hr and left sch to met DUMBO..yea..then me dhiv n DUMBO n dhiv's fren were slacking konjam..then left oready..then i met kohila!!! so fun..we tok n tok n tok..in LJS..yea..then now im home(hell) haha..yea..DUMBO got internet oready..i bet he's like excited...hahah...damn useless la!!!! i taboleh tahan!!! anyway..yea bro's being a nayi..gtg now..chowz ppl!>EnNaI ThAaN aNbE MaRaNThAyoh..MaRapEn EnDrE NiNaItHaYoH<
magic through at 7:21 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
So MaNy ManY ThiNgs..
well..its been real long since i wrote..sowie got caught up wif lotsa stuff...my frenz shld noe wad i mean..well..let me jus carry on wif e day's thingy...today..hmm..went well..cldnt believe that the first week of school has jus flown by...times really running fast eh..well today..had amath remedial then we to mac wif jes..met ruby after her oral..hope she did well.she must hv!..yea after that KAAKAA, KAR n vithya joined us...we crapped for sumtime..then ruby n KAR went to tok la..then it was jus me KAAKAA n vithya..then later namma dhiv joined us..n so did vish...man! i met so many ppl today..haha...yea..so we had a gd chat...then i left the place at bt seven...oh yea..DUMBO kinda pist me off..so u noe i was in a bad mood when i reached home..but ya as usual my anger will nva prolong..im born like that la..even if im freaking angry..i cant prolong my anger la..haiz haiz..my life...anyway...will update more tml...bro's liek fraking annoying now...nayi nayi! so chowz!MaNnAi ThIrAnThaAl NeeR IrUkUm En ManAthAi ThiRAnThaAl NeE IrUpPaI
magic through at 10:20 PM
PiSsInG Me OfF..
haha...its so surprising how the ppl i like so much can piss the shit out of me..not one person u noe..like a few can piss e shit out of me..so annoying la..sumtimes i start tearing cos im so angry wif that person even my closest bestest fren!!! aaarrrggghhh....haiz haiz...i hv to endure all these dun i?well its not jus my loved ones hu piss me off..sum nayi pudicha idiots also piss me off...like a B.I.T.C.H in sch..well well well..they hurt my loved ones, they're getting themselves into deep shit wif me...but u noe wad this temper of mine has caused me many things like bad relation wif family, misundastandings wif frenz and caused hurt to sum ppl..but if there's one person hu has endure my nonsense n temper n my dissings is VISHNU..man i salute u! and vish darl..miss u bigtime!!!! now u're in rj..life's all gd there...pls jus dun forget me lar..hehe..anyway yea peeps..gtg now..see yaz!!!> pAruvAm VaNtHu NaAnUm MaLaRnThU vIttEn,PaNjU MeThaIYiL InnUm MalaRaViLlAi<
magic through at 9:21 AM
