Monday, September 19, 2005
woa...today was a long day..
had e two worse papers eva..amaths n chemisTRY...i realli gota TRY to pass it..
my goduuuu...yea..actualli my first paper was amaths..wasnt too bad..even though i din do 12marks worth of qns..i still think i may hv screwed all the other qns..which is a real trauma..haiz..devi...im going thru too much mental stress..aft thursday..trust me ppl..im gonna be at least half a freebird..hehehe..
after tat was chem paper..man if oni i mugged!!! i wld hv gotten perfect answers..well i didnt so nvm...i still think i did my bez for both papers..jus wanna get at least C5 or B4 la..
newaez enuff of exams...
after my papers today..nanny, loo,sandy, jes n me..were in pp..we had fun la..we went coffee shop..n then mac then back to coffee shop wif anisha n dhiv..we ate lunch there..we crapped alot..as usual..we started singin e stupidest tamil songs..sonnapadi kellu makar pannaathey enudaiya aalu edainjal pannathey..hehehe...wad else ah..naan sirithaal deepavali oi naalum engeh yegaathesi..haha..n actualli more songs but they're censored!! hahaha...*oni dhiv sandu n nanny will noe*
HAHA. well ya..my day was pretty ok...laffings n tokkings..quite joyful.. :) hoping it'll last!
wel..life..life..life..going pretty gd for me..hmmm..let me think again...realli???
haha..not exactly la..misunderstandings and drifting and more emotional rollercoatsers..
well its all kinda usual oready so WTH..rite..hmm..jsu thinking bt how things wld be in e future..how i wld be in a diff sch..wif diff ppl..will they be nice to me, like how my frenz r now? facing a whole new world outside makes me scared..i usually hv no probs adapting myself to a new environment..but its nt jus abt adapting its bt living..can i live in e new atmosphere? the new ppl? these r issues tat ive to ponder ova..i barely hv a month to stay in cedar..to be called or referred to as a cedarian...i wun be sad or anything tat im nt a cedarian nemore..but its bt the memories tat i leave behind in e sch..its bt the ppl..n actualli............................... its also bt the FEW TIMES tat i m proud to say that 'im frm cedar' .. maybe ten yrs down e road........i mite be proud of being a cedarian once..maybe ten yrs down e road...i wun even want to acknowledge my ex sch..so many many possibilities lie ahead of me..n its in my hands to choose wad i wan...
well..let me say my golden words..' let time answer u ' lets jus wait n c wad life has to offer me...
so till e next time..adios!
>>Pani raathiri oh...pattu paai viri..Suba raathiri oh..puthu maathiri..vidiya vidiya..siva raathiri..*winkz*<<
magic through at 8:25 PM
