Sleepy mornings. Useless mornin assemblies. A super slow mornin. Mood getting HIGH afternoon. (then ofcos the tamil lesson jus brings it back down). Productive night studies in skl till 8plus9.Come home to the perfect....cold...welcoming...tasty....REDBULL CAN!
oh btw something interesting did happ today.smethin else apart from the fact tat we managed to let thiru noe we wanna end lessons on time!. btw back to the topic..its bout my juniors. something tat got my thinkin on my way back...
this junior in cedar hu is in ny was in tamil class b4 my lesson started. n she went 'ure devi the realli scary senior in cedar rite?' as much as i was quite happy someone i never tokked u recognised me..i was quite bothered tat she said scary senior... :( oh its becos her fren in cedar was a junior hu worked with me in our competition n it seems she'll always complain tat im scray n she dislikes me cos im so scary..n my temper n all.. haha!
but ya...i hv to agree im quite rude,crude,demanding,TYRANT.. hahah... i honestly tot...ruby n satoi were worst but hey i realised..im the realli meano one lar.. i scolded them when they underperformed during rehearsals, when their attitude sicked. basically everything. but hey..why wld i scold u for nothing? so dun blame me lar. i do find faults cos i tend to be a perfectionist in the project i undertake like drama, dance etc. in fact it was something tat was passed down by my seniors.
but ya..i can still recall one incident where my team got realli screwed by me. i make ppl cry! im no1 meano.im so goin to hell for this. haha! but hey those gals thanked me n my frenz for being such traumatizing seniors. cos we made them win.made them realise talents they never knew they had! (dunno hw honest or true they were) BUT.. ya..im still happy.
many of my jc frenz saw tat side of me during puyal..but jesmine was surprised tat i was actualli very nice to them...
she asked ' dei hw come u so nice to them ah? nt like cedar ah?' i laffed n said 'dei they nt like cedarians hu got guts to prove me rong they like to take into one ear n throw it away thru the other.' but yea...they realli thick skin..but tats gd actualli... u noe their own way their own system...but ya..dudes ull never fit in basicalli... individuality ahs its meaning n i think u guys got rong frm the beginning.
yea... those days... i miss... where me ruby dhiv satoi sandu. wrote scripts for hours. researches, makin sure we r conceptually right. then came... Vithi Vanchita Sathi, Dharmayutha, Samskarashruthi. yep my days of pride...
magic through at 7:10 AM
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