TaKe CoNtRoL

2008-06-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

when life's worst things take a toll on you. u just got to daze into ur own world.

the stress abt skl stuff jus settled few days ago. waiting for some confirmation. praying hard everything wks out nicely.
my daily routine hasnt changed much recently.maybe more stoning, more thinking abt things and more expenditure!! arghs. yesh. money jus flies. i so need to save!!!!!

guess its a prob we all face rite.. haiz...

yep. i cant wait to start skl(if i do) so at least im pretty much occupied n more useful. cant wait for rehearsals to start.
somehow i jus want to keep myself occupied wif many many things so tat i dun lose frequency wif the real world...

adios ppl. hv fun! tc!

2008-05-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

its FARKING sucky!

devi hits panic mode.
i fel damn dumb. realli.
y the hell did i not apply for NIE or POLY?????

*overconfidence* SLAPS HERSELF REAL HARD..

haiz. i tried and worked hard.

Dear God,
jus give me wad i deserve. thnks.
With lotsa love and faith,
Devi.

2008-05-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

my saturday is burnt!
im nt hving fun trust me.
and ppl dun seem to reply my msgs.

but its ok.
u jus got to hv some shittified days once in a while rite?

but ya..im vetti in life now..wish i cld nt be lazy n find a job.
im so comfortable waking up at noon, slack, go for tuition n hangout....tat i dun wan to change tat.
haha..

been occupied wif several things lately. tuition, dance, frens. tats enuff.
im satisfied....

ofcos not getting any letters frm the Uni worries me like shit. but i hv faith!

p.s: pray for me!

2008-04-17T09:26:00.001-07:00

how nice wld it be to have a mixture of

sean paul, will smith, adam rodriguez.

BLISSFUL!

this is wad boredom does to u. but then again, i shld pray n dream hard...it will come true one day!

2008-04-16T10:45:00.001-07:00

im so pist off with myself!

2008-04-07T12:17:00.000-07:00

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad

dido-thank you

just so apt rite now~

2008-04-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

thats my peak of happiness. damn that nith's not in the pic. but satoish owes me more pics!!

IT was hell loads of fun. was one nite i wun forget. my gals made it all worthwhile for me!

jus look at their twitching eyez! gosh..madness

2008-03-31T00:37:00.000-07:00

Final Goodbye lyrics
[Verse 1]I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave

[Chorus]Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye

[Verse 2]Hold, draw me close, close to my lips
Listen intently as I tell you this
Outside the world wages its wars,I'll rest in peace as long as you know

[Chorus]Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye

[Bridge]Promise you our love will carry on
Until you turn eternal, we belong

[Chorus:]Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
It's you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye

His respectful lips for the last time
And spell out the lyrics to love in the sky
Its you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye

Goodbye

-rihanna. final gdbye-

a beautiful song. very sweet.

p.s: imisshimalot

2008-03-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

my birthday.

DAY ONE.

it was the simple yet nice sweet day.

kinda spiritual.
went temple in the morning.

haha i noe its a weird look. but ignore that. n aft tat met the pandavas team at tapac. n yesh they surprised me there thnks to kohila..its quite sentimental given tat its the place where my passion for theatre began. hence, i felt realli happy. aft that me ruby rushed back hme to change for panguni.haha.its an annual event tat i dun miss.

well then DAY TWO.

WAS AWESOME.

took lotsa pics. n had hell alot of fun. but pics wif Satoish gal. so pics of tat in the next post, hopefully.

THNKS TO ALL hu wished me and spent time wif me. esp my gals. aft a long time i had a bdae tat i wun eva forget. thnks to u guys.

2008-03-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME! ofcos i was out wif satoish!

she totalli defines retail therapy. the best person to shop wif.

DONUT-ING

MANGO-ING

OSMOSE-ING

TEKKA-ING

SAREE!!!!!

ACCESSORISE!!!!

MAKEUP!

thnks satoish.

been like yrs since we both went out alone. and we did today. it was awesome.

love u to bits!

2008-03-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

i had an eventful day today!!!

video. photos. babes. me. fun.

*tats us. all in blue.. smiley. like a family..aft long time, met loo. well was fun lar..

* and ofcos my solo shoot..hahaha...

never tot blue saree will look nice. but today it kinda did..

Akkam Pakkam Yaarum Illa Boologam Vendum..

2008-02-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

I QUIT!

thnk god i made tat brilliant decision. feel so much beta now. thou money cld be a praablem..
but nvm..got some tuition at hand. tat cld help me. =)

well..on a rare occasion rider boy was awake in the noon. so of cos i dragged him to bugis for some retail therapy for myself.yipee..
got a top n a pair of shoes (as always rite?)

haha..well then i had tuition to go for..now back home..slacking in frnt of comp. feels gd to nt be stressed. sinda was stressful maan.. glad its over.

oh well...i wanna meet my gals soon..like all of them together n jus chit chat. miss it. thou i jus met them last wkend. wld be nice to hv another gathering hahah...

basically.. yai am harrpppy yaar. very!

thnk u god.

im enjoyin the moment for as long as it lasts.

2008-02-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

Work's getting stressful its not even funny.
its gettin unto my nerves real bad.
maybe this is y ppl advised never to wk for the organisation im currently wking for.
haiz. its okay. im quitting soon. lookin for more tuition offers to occupy myself..

well on the lighter note...............
im happy...
some shld noe y..
haha.
a lil joy a lil hmmm..how to say..butterflies in stomach.
im jus enjoyin it.
YOB REDIR

=)

hv fun ppl!

2008-02-04T06:19:00.001-08:00

RETRIBUTION I CALL IT.

i left u, 5 yrs ago, for the same damn reason u gave just two mnths ago.
(trust me ppl, i jus realised it)

im telling u i dun think even GOD noes wad hes doin wif my life.

NO ONE HAS THE DAMN RIGHTS TO TAKE MY HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME. it goes to u too MR ALMIGHTY GOD.

Random: mudhal mazhai song jus makes me so happy like 'loves in the air' feeling.

2008-02-02T05:26:00.000-08:00

Oraayiram kanavugal uruvagindrana,
ithayam sithariyathu ariyathu nindren.

Oraayiram minnal kannil jolikkindrana,
Ulagam erundathu ariyathu nindren.

Oraayiram punnagaigal pookindrana,
Kanneer vazhivathu ariyathu nindren.

Mayamo? Manasthabamo?

2008-01-28T07:01:00.000-08:00

waiting,crying, hoping, wishing doesnt make me weak..

only makes me stronger cos im going agnst all those hu think we wun work.

where theres a will theres gota be way.

2008-01-27T03:05:00.000-08:00

im happy at the same time not so.
im quite carefree at the same time feeling responsible.

*i actualli scold my parents abt budget planning..
its scaring them out..

anyway..
im alright for those who r worried thinkin im nt okay..
thnks guys..

2008-01-15T05:54:00.000-08:00

life's been so diff the past month.

its been the hardest since A levels. actualli even harder.
im jus glad it was the oni situation i had to deal wif at the moment.
i had wk, outings wif frens and sleeping. so pretty much occupied to take my mind off things.
now everything seems solved and the burden's taken off my shoulder.
feels like im starting afresh, almost like a new person.
im more busy, sophisticated, closer to home and all.
feels different for sure.

i regret making mistakes but i realised nothing much was within my control.
it all happened for a reason.
IT ALL ENDED FOR A REASON.
god has a plan for me.
and time will tell me wad it is.

for now,
ive closed the chapter.
reading the next.
awaiting a new twist n turn.
but im wishing i could read the chapter again.

thnks gals.
for being there. talking to me. asking about my well being.
love u peeps always.

LET THE RAIN COME DOWN AND WASH AWAY MY TEARS.
LET IT FILL MY SOUL AND DROWN MY FEARS.
LET IT SHATTER THE WALLS FOR A NEW SUN.
A NEW DAY HAS COME.
-celin dion.

2008-01-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

Retail therapy dint wk on me today!

im depressed.

2007-12-30T22:18:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everybody!

i hv nt updated. cos of wk n other probs.

cant wait for the pandis hu went overseas to return. got lots to tell them.

And This Is For You, My Soulmate.
thanks for the time u've spent. the money u've spent. the effort u've put.

There's a thousand words that i cld say. to make u come home.( i dun think so)
seems so long ago u walked away. left me alone.
and i remember wad u said to be. u were acting so strange. maybe i was jus too blind to see that u needed a change. was that something i said that made u turn away. tat made u walk out and leave me cold. if i cld jus find a way to make it so that u were right here right now....

again.. HAVE A BLAST NEXT YEAR GUYS! GOD BLESS ALL OF US! love y'all

2007-12-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYYY

okies aneesa flew off...
miru flying soon...
Satoish flying soon...
Dhiv cruising soon..

haiz. im stuck at wk.

nvm..
yipee! i went out for dinner wif ma gals today. I LUV THEM DID I TELL YA?
looooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee.

i missed them so much. they all so diff in their ways.. Dhiv got her hair colored. Satoi got straight hair n looks cute hot sexy everything. ruby is hyper as ever. haha.

gosh.

wish i cld do this more often..i hope the month wifout satoish will fly fast n tat i wun miss her as much.. :(
and dhiv also.. i hope ur ship turns back asap.

haha! alright... im pretty tired. will write more soon...

adios!

2007-11-27T04:55:00.000-08:00

can we meet up pls?

2007-11-19T05:42:00.000-08:00

OKAY tats it.
my life is horrible.

aneesa's got her entire two mnths planned out so nicely. n yes it sounds gd.
well me?
im gonna rot working.
tried looking for beta offers but since i dun hv any coming along. i decided ill get goin to the studio thing.
sad rite.
i hope they pay me like b4 i go to wk.then got money to spend.. hehe.. (you wish devi)

haiz but then..
its realli sad k?

the wking hrs r just horrible. somehow my parents arent complaining. i guess they got enuff of seeing me eat, slp, watch tv, do no hsewk alr!
:(

ya.. i wanna meet so many ppl..somehow time doesnt permit me to do just tat!
arghz.

nevermindzzzz

ill update soon..
adios!

2007-11-17T04:21:00.000-08:00

aft lunch wif the gals..it was sort of the last time seeing sammie in sg. thnks babes. n u too sammie for being such a gr8 frend!!!
(n yes. i did cut my hair)

An awesome Violinist from a rock band!!!! i luv him!!
raghu dixit project all the way. huever reading this go youtube them. listen to their songs. or visit their web:
www.raghudixit.com

they r gd!

2007-11-14T20:33:00.000-08:00

my a levels are finally over.
but i still hv the incomplete feeling lingering.
its annoying.maybe its the results.
waiting for the results frm now on so i guess my exams arent 'over' yet.
but wadeva..ive got mnths to enjoy.
but rite now im cooped up at home wif the tv, comp , laptop, dvds. cos my frens hvnt finished their papers. haizzzz...
yep but anyway.. tats bt my exams.

for the happier note.
i luv my boy.
the exams kinda took all my attn n my time. now im jus glad i hv all the time to spend wif him n mua frens. n yesh CATCH UP ON SLP. its so peaceful now.
i got sick aft diwali n cldnt get gd slp till yest! im so glad its all over for me to catch up on things.

n this is another way to let ppl noe tat im grateful to everyone hu has stood by me. my jc mates, my darlings gals, dinesh, kohila, everyone! thnk you for taking this journey wif me.

specially dinesh.
thnk u so much for tolertaing my intolerance.
my whining n crying n pessimism.
wldnt hv done my papers wif much confidence w/o u dear.

n to everyone...hope u hv done ur papers awesomely.. with gr8 confidence.. all of u will do gr8.
to my polyfrenz... study well.. be happy guys!

2007-11-10T14:16:00.000-08:00

said ill always be ur fren

took an oath

im gonna stick it out till the end.

thnks for the eventful yr me luv.

2007-10-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

I SUCK AT GP!
TOTALLY!

and darrell isnt making it any beta.
im so sadddd...

2007-10-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

A New Day Has Come lyrics

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I'd had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush now I see a light in the sky
Oh it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun

A new day has come

2007-10-20T06:41:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU
I DUN LIKE UR GALFREN
NO WAY NO WAY
I THINK U NEED A NEW ONE!
HEY HEY YOU YOU..
I CAN BE UR GALFREN...

SHES LIKE SO WHATEVER!

ehhehehe...

miru shld noe who im dedicating this to...

my mr HOTTIE-IN-SKL
HAHA
wadever.

muahahah. cheap thrill is wad u shld call this.

2007-10-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

A FULFILLING DAY!

okay maybe nt.
all i did was cjc paper and an AQ.

not tat fulfillin rite? haiya nvm..

i jus felt gd today..

did the paper.. slacked arn watchin KAAKA KAAKA.

awesome!

then right in time for vasantham star..i did the AQ during the breaks..heheh

yesh..

and of course..im so happy cos..EBI WON THE TITLE!!!!

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

our new star..well i think hes gr8. thou hes nt THE best under the vocal category. he sure can sing la..and he is the BEST entertainer arnd. so ya hats off to him. i luve ebi. =)

and yes ill update more on the mahabaratha aft my lessons wif miru tmr..

and to all my a levelians..we r nt far away frm our goals..we sure can do it. reach for the skies. and if we fall ,at least it'll be on the clouds. ADIOZ.

2007-10-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

“If you can't ignore an insult, top it; if you can't top it, laugh it off; and if you can't laugh it off, it's probably deserved.”
-Oscar Wilde.

oh btw today was a gd day i must say..had a mini MAHABHARATHA class wif Miru n her mom.
wad great epic tat was maan..
i always tot mahabaratham started wif karnan and pandavas n gauravas.
now i realised there was so much more b4 that.
like Bhismah, Dronar, Ambiga, Satyavati, Vidurar, and SO MUCH MORE.
i cant remember or pronounce those names.
but then yesh.. was damn enriching.
all the diferent ways fate has played wif them.
all the different ways their lifes turn to.
its very interesting.
and my conclusion for the day is 'AAVATHUM PENNAALEH AZHIVATHUM PENNALEH'
means.. women is the reason for creation and the destruction of the world.
no matter how much a sage sits in meditation and is known to the world as the greatest sage of all.. once he sees a pretty, absolutely divine lady.. WHO DOESNT FALL? the slip of the heart for that one moment strips u away from all the 'thavam' u did. that makes women the most powerful thing ever created on earth.
maybe tats y barathi sang " kachanintha kongai maanthar kangal veesiya pothilum acham illai acham illai acham enbathillaiyeh" thou he sang it in a different context. it still shows that its so hard to resist a woman that the greatest poet of the world today had to actuualli add this line to his song!

and yes..i also learnt that Draupadi the wife of the pandavas. is a dark...gorgeous...absolutely divine woman..born out of fire!
how cool can that be?
and her father Drupada wanted a daughter jus to marry her off to Arjunan.
gosh.
that meant that marryin Arjunan was her onli purpose in life.
how i wish my life's purpose was to jus marry n procreate n not learn integratn or complex nos or economics.
arghz!

but then..realli wah..mahabaratha is long...2hrs of story tellin n Miru was still 75% away from the end of the story.

well..ya if u guys r thinking tat maybe i dint study today..hey i did ok! and yes miru beta vouch for me!
i did geog and gp. now gonna finish my AQ. n c if my brains feelin ok to do math!

adioz darlz

2007-10-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

u ignore me.
u act like u dunnoe.
then we r JUST frenz.
compared to the bond we shared before.
whatever it is.
let me remind u.
u wun forget me like how i wun forget u.

IF U THINK IM REFERRIN TO YOU. IM GLAD U REALISED.

at this pt of time in my life...after much reflection...
things r nt jus as smooth as i tot it wld be..
didnt expect many things to be the way they r..but trust me im glad.
im glad i saw hw little i meant to u.
im glad i saw the other side of u.
im glad i moved away frm u.
for the person i m..
i dun need someone like u.

oh weelll..lets change the mood...

heylo ppl..keep hanging on.
for many of u exams round the corner.. JIA YO!!!
lets all strive together..
way to go ppl!

2007-10-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

The taste of redbull and Timbaland's The way I are.
Ahhhh... just the thing i need rite now..so soothing n calmed down after finishing one specimen math paper. A paper a day keeps the 'U' grade away.
the new spectacles is adding on to the geeky look that i alr hv.
=)
i shall be a geek till 14th NOV.

23days more to my BIG DAY.

i miss so many things.
-sleep
-going out for lunches n dinners randomly
-just slacking my day
-going out to catch a movie wif the gals
-just going out basically.

so annoying seeing the same bus same uniform same building same faces.
agree wif me? YA rite. i noe... mutual understanding here.

well ya..had nothin in mind to blog jus wanted to waste abit of time..
hehe
adios.

GEOG here i come!

take care ppl..
luv yaz!

2007-09-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

Every night in my dreams

I see you, I feel you,

That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime

And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear,

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on
Celine Dion My Heart Will Go On lyrics

2007-09-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION TO KIDS:

what the FiSh do your parents teach you?

oh i noe..

NO1:That words like 'sorry' and 'thank u' are taboo in this world.

NO2:That giving up your seat for elderly n the pregnant women is a SIN.

NO3:To never move to the rear of the bus when there r many ppl standing tat the steps in the front.

NO4:To stare at people who tell u to do good things.

wtf?!

kids these days r horrible.HORRIBLE. H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E. HORRIBLE .

goodness gracious me.

when i was younger i thought sitting right at the back of the bus was cool.

but now..the trend changed. mostly for the worst. they actualli think standing on the bus is cool even when there are like hell alot of seats available! cmon tell me..isnt it abit too retarded?! why are these kids today so weird lar.

oh ya..n looking at my juniors, is extremely scary.

they r true blue GEEKS! i mean wah..they dunnoe meaning of enjoy life la.all they think bt is mug mug mug. crazy.

i will never regret not being a nerd. cos i noe im always hving fun despite whichever way i study. as long as im happy what matters here? n the kids these days carry bags like ten times bigger than them..they look tired..they go for like 3 diff tutions for the same subj(crazy absolute madness i noe!)..wads worst is they actualli attempt sec skl stuff at pri skl..and parents make sure they get them right! gosh! wad world r they living in?!!!!!

im jus so glad i was never tat pressurised. but tats cos i was quite smart in my younger days. jus tat as i grew older my brain started eroding.(hmph)

On the Other Hand, many kiddos these days are such havoc cases. u noe like potential juveniles. SCARY rite?! i noe..i noe...they like sec2 or 3 or even younger. but r already like fighting wif boyfren in the mid of road..getting punched n all..then tattoo all..piercing everywhere...wahhhhh..... scary very scary! i had my havoc times too..but i recovered fast i believe but ive seen kids go thru the same way of life for yrs la..since pri skl. its jus sad.

its like they donot care bt their life their future. i mean when my generation was younger..we were repeatedly nagged at about these things..how come so extreme cases now? everytime i c thos kids its so sad too..wad r they going to achieve in life?

haiya.

this entry was highly inspired by the kids in the bus while i was on my way home.the annoying irritating spastic kids. oh well..they are kids.

and for a quick review on my prelims:

im quite happy wif it =)

luv ya all.. tataz!

2007-09-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

again for amusement!

Becky was on her deathbed with her husband, John, maintaining a steady vigil by her side.

As he held her fragile hand, his warm tears ran silently down his face, splashed onto her face, and roused her from her slumber.

She looked up and her pale lips began to move slightly. "My darling John," she whispered.

"Hush, my love," he said. "Go back to sleep. Shhh. Don't talk."

But she was insistent. "John," she said in her tired voice. "I have to talk. I have something I must confess to you."

"There's nothing to confess" replied the weeping John. "It's all right. everything's all right, go to sleep now."

"No, no. I must die in peace, John. I slept with your brother, your best friend and your father."

John mustered a pained smile and stroked her hand.

"Hush now Becky, don't torment yourself. I know all about it." he said, "Why do you think I poisoned you?"

2007-09-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

Thnks to Satoi's blog entry..i hv this urge to write abt the ppl who've taught me many things in my VERY INTERESTING life.

IN NO ORDER.

ruby

one hu taught me to always stay the way i m n be proud of it. u inspired me to pursue my passion whenever i cld.

satoi

my ultimate bitch GURU. other than tat...she is THE one hu symbolises Strength. the kinda of relationships that she has lost each time is nthg compared to wad we go thru. babe u taught me to be strong in every way.

dhiv

understanding,patience and coolioness..haha.. i cant define my love for u.

vish-deva

really showed me hw to express my love for ppl.

meh tumseh bohat pyaar karta hu

hema ka

ure beautiful yet dun boast bt it. showed me sisterly love that i cld hv never experienced if i hadnt known u. showed me hw to be bold, diff yet be the perfect daughter.

miru

taught me to be a pig. taught me maths n econs. haha..but yes..taught me hw ppl can change thru time n taught me to observe ppl carefully.

aneesa

taught me tat ignorance is bliss. the way u shut things off ur mind n ignore all those negative things amuses me!

nas

that brats can be gr8 frenz.

sugu

to be proud of wad i am. tat morals dun exist in this immoral world!

meghana(pri sch)

the pain of a fren leaving.

2gals

that..."devi! frenz do forget u!"

Ms X

that annoying idiots "who study all mite yet say....no laaaaarrrrr....never study.." do exist

ICS

that efforts will never be appreciated.

vimal

to never make mistakes like choosing u! n tat men can be obssesive goons.

nawaz

i dunno wad u taught me but u did.

DINESH

tat soulmates do exist.

to always learn frm past mistakes. to manage my temper and attitude. to jus love.

2007-09-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

THE NEW FEW THINGS I NEED:

1. Sleep sleep n lotsa sleep. becos i cant slp or rather dun slp early at nite i tend to slp into my studying mornings!!!

2. more brain cells. i so need them. i feel like im getting stupider by the day.

3. cans of redbull AGAIN. its quite essential in times like this.

4. dan n yan, muttons of 98.7 fm ALL DAY. i dun realli like desiree raven soo shan n ross..so ya..radio is my oni entertainment rite now.

5. the question papers of my prelim exams and possibly a level.
HAHAHA fat hope i noe. but ya im kinda wanting them now!

6. rite now i feel the urgent need for the 25th hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
basically i wish a had more time.

7. HIM.

btw...... all the best for my fellow alevel-ians. and for all those studying...
hang on. we'll get thru this.

The best way out is always through.
Robert Frost

2007-08-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

well jus as i expected my wonderful student council didnt exactly hv a fantastic teachers' day.
we had aces day shit!

then some skit!

then tadaaa! they packed up thinkin its gonna rain..but HAHA it dint!

well ya..tats abt it for nyjc teachers' day..but i believe cedar had a fantabulous one..given tat its our 50th yr!

i love cedar! n wooho!!! 50th yr means alot maan!

i was the 48th batch of students graduating...aaahhh..tat sounds so long ago...

tats my skl! n i heard the building aint gonna be the same soon..they're renovating it!

ill miss the classrooms where ive done so much nonsense!!!!!!

will miss the canteeen omg! hw can i forget the canteen...it was THE place for all of us. recess, crap talks, fights, cca practices...haiz...

and yes ill miss the track!!! haha..i wasnt an athelete but hey i ran around tat track like thrice a wk cos we had compulsory jogging sessions. i hated it then but ya..now tat im so fat i wish nanyang had such a thing to help me with my weight.

haha! i noe my cedar frens are probably laffin their asses off reading this! well this is my ever so inspiring Amath teacher..Mr Suresh! i loved him..its ok...nt anymore. as u can c two of my frens in the pic r laffing at me takin a pic wif him on my grad day. hey i ran after him for a pic wif my fren's camera k?! with my eyes all puffed up aft the crying.. :( but yes...he still inspired me..i wanted to do well in Amath so tat i dun disappoint him! n ya i think a B3 is quite good alr. hahaha! well ya...

all in all...hope all the teachers hv had a gr8 time today... man i shld be a teacher! can get present at the oddest time of the yr. but ya no chocs flowers pls..i wld expect things like earrings, shoes and some dresses... HAHAHAH....nvmzzzz...

happy teachers' day again!

god bless.

all the best for exams dearies! luvs.

2007-08-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

FOR AMUSEMENT

Four Catholic ladies were having coffee.The first Catholic woman tells her friends "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him "Father."

The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people call him, "Your Grace."

The third Catholic mother says, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, "Your Eminence."

Since the fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence, the first three women give her this subtle, "Well?"So she replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6' 2", hard-bodied dancer. When he walks into a room, people say, "Oh my God!"

another oneee....

A concerned husband went to the doctor to talk about his wife.
He said to the doctor, "I think my wife is deaf because she never hears me the first time and always asks me to repeat things."
"Well," the doctor replied, "go home tonight, stand about 15 feet from her, and say something. If she doesn't reply, move 5 feet closer and say it again. Keep doing this until we get an idea about the severity of her deafness."

The husband went home and did exactly as the doctor had instructed.
He started off 15 feet from his wife in the kitchen as she was chopping some vegetables.
He said, "Honey, what's for dinner?"
He heard no response. He moved 5 feet closer and asked again. No reply. He moved 5 feet closer. Still no reply.
He finally got fed up and moved right behind her, about an inch away, and asked again, "Honey, what's for dinner?"

She replied, "For the fourth time, vegetable stew!"

2007-08-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

Marcus Aurelius Antoninus:
It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live.

Ralph Waldo Emerson:
It is not length of life, but depth of life.

Isaac Asimov:
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. IT's the transition that's troublesome.

Valleix Herard:
Life is only the outer layer, for reality is only realized by the insane.

Dan Chopin:
Sometimes I wish life had a fast-forward button.

SO WHAT IS LIFE REALLY?
something to ponder bt? something to worry bt? something to jus live?something to treasure?
honestly..does anyone hv an answer for it?
one moment its...
Life's a rollercoaster jus gota ride it.
next is...
Life's a bed of roses.
n by the time u decide....its..
Life's a mystery.

BALEH!

well jus wanna noe wad u guys think...
drop me a msg on wad U THINK is life.....

2007-08-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

heloozz...
i noe some of u guys seem to be in extreme stress mood.so m i..so heres some jokes for ya...
hahaha!

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.

While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

another one...

A wife decides to take her husband to a strip club for his birthday.
They arrive at the club and the doorman says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin'?"

His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before.
"Oh, no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team."

When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser.
His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says,"How did she know that you drink Budweiser?"
"She's in the Ladies' Bowling League, honey. We share lanes with them."

A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, and says "Hi Davey. Want your usual table dance, big boy?"
Dave's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club.

Dave follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. He tries desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it. She is screaming at him at the top of her lungs, calling him every name in the book.

The cabby turns his head and says, "Looks like you picked up a real bitch tonight, Dave."

haha...
amusement.

2007-08-16T04:05:00.000-07:00

ive been awfully sick!
fever headache nausea

BUTTT......im ok now i hope...

missed skl like twice alr...cant afford to miss tmr..
got test!!!

yep..tats bt it..gota go do some wk..thou i shld be resting rite now... :P

2007-08-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

hvnt been myself lately...
somewhere far away is where my mind is..
trust me i hvnt figured it out..
i cant seem to study at hme..so lazy...
when im out studying..im sucha bore..i jus keep quiet..no jokes..no bitching..can u believe it? NO BITCHING!!
yea..hehe..
i dunno where im going..
i jus do wk..
i study..
revise all i can
i dun even noe if wad im doin is right?enuff?
i seem to be realli lost..lost in my tots honestly..
jus dunno why..

oh ya!
hey does anyone watch PESUVOM?
pls dun...i think its realli useless..
why do they hv to tok bt such trivial issues??

why students dun take tamil seriously?
hello hasnt this been discussed like forever! nthg is changin so y bother?

the best one: singapore soccer team's dream bt reaching the world cup.wad u do hv to say bt tat?
honestly...PERSONALLY...no offence to anyone!
when singapore won THAILAND n won the tiger cup..i almost fainted..hw can they beat thailand..but then maybe Singapore happ to be gd tat match..but pls la..world cup all..too much...
its like...
maatuvandi ottunavan plane ohtta aasai pattaanam. antha kathaiyaa irukku.
i think we hv to come up to TAT big big big..high high standard to get the world cup..
but ya..all the best..i wld be happy if we do get there some day.

gettting back to pesuvum,
the recent topic is: are beauty peagants neccessary?
hell no!
Ms Vasantham is a search for the ambassdor of the channel.
i mean it is the role of the winner.
so y bother bt looks n all..
presentable yes. charismatic yes.confidence YES.
physical beauty..i dun think so..
but yesh its a very subjective topic..

all in all..i wld like to c shows like pesuvom discuss economic issues,political issues,more significant social issues..like marriage, feminism etc. given the fact tat we r an open society,transparent society....we shld tok such issues.maybe current affairs? get youths to discuss current affairs. it wld give all of us an idea bt wad we youngsters think bt it..
it seems more matured more thoughtful..

i think kalpana is doin a gr8 job being the host..n the participants are ppl hu articulate well..n speak gd tamil..thnk god.
but yep..my opinion...

thnks for reading ppl!
=)

2007-08-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

thnk u miru...

the beach was really a stress reliever..i dunno hw much stress im goin thru but ya wad a relief it was...

cyclin frm corners to corners..laffing..walkin...lookin out into the sea...

was gr8..

sorry i cldnt turn myself into a prince to charm u tat nite..hehehe...

but yesh.....thnks again for the fun!!

well today was gd actualli..

did productive wk..n chatted bit here n there..

but ya...miru's a bliss in my life..

sucha gd buddy...BLISS...need i say anything more?

well tokkin bt frenz...thnks aneesa for makin tat realli sweet remark bt me..

aneesa's a pig..heheh..honestly shes more complicated than anyone can imagine..her behaviour's weird..her character can oni be understood if ure close to her...i realli dunno if she can be considered an 'open bk'..but yesh wad will i do wifout u babe!!!

ure such a pleasant thing to c in the mornin...

luvs ya

but ya..Dhiv,Satoi,Ruby,Nithya,Jes,Vish

forvever we go.

all out.

my mind is always wif u guys...

my heart always hopin for the best for u guys..

love is certainly an understatement for wad i hv for u.

tc my darlings..

all the best ppl!!!

2007-08-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

lets jus forget bt the super high taxes and the so called 'meritocracy' n yea the racial harmony..

i mean keepin tat off our minds we shall celebrate Singapore's 42nd birthday..

oh btw i jus watched the parade...wasnt anythin fantastic.. messy items.i dun realli like the national day song so hmmm...thnk god i dint even try findin for tix to catch the parade live.

yep i noe..i hvnt bloggeg ina long while..n tats cos my bro came back from camp n ofcos hogged the comp n room..leavin me to slp in the hall ,study outside the house and watch suntv wif parents...yep!

but its oki..the long wkend is gonna be of great help..me gonna try catchin up wif revision..so tat some burden will be my shoulders.
yes so everyone..go study amke this break useful...n those hu arent hving exams enjoy ur days...hv fun darlings.

ill post some pics in the next post...

=)

2007-07-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

thnks jes!

BTW i declare myself a geek officially..

the past few days been so busy n caught up at skl..cos of tests n assignments n night studyin all...
I M GEEK.

but yea....
i wan my babyyyy...
kidding im nt whiny..

im quite tired alr..infact very tired...so hard to keep track of the amt of wk tat i hv to do. so hard to keep track of date lines..n my precious slp is ofcos disrupted! thnks to the 'awesome' A's.

u noe hw hard it is to wake at 530 in the mornin..well i noe many of u out there wake earlier than me..but tat lets make the assumption tat we all live in the same place n wake at the same time..n somehow ppl can slp at 3 wake at 6. slp at 9 wake at 3 to study n bathe n go skl!!!
VOH MY GAWD!
as much as i dun agree tat its a gd habit..i swear its prob the most effective way to finish hmwks n get to some revision at the same time!
tokkin bt revison..i oni hv bt a mnth or so for my prelims.. n b4 i cld close n open my eyes A's will be over..
to cry nt to cry? to be happy nt to be happy?

yep anyway nt bloggin much..jus felt like syain somethin to vent my stress on..
life sucks rite now..ive seriously no time...we hv 24 hrs n teachers give us assignment n tests like as if we hv ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD. how sweet of them...they shall get nthg for teachers' day...
muahahahahah...

orite darls...tata!

2007-07-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Sleepy mornings. Useless mornin assemblies. A super slow mornin. Mood getting HIGH afternoon. (then ofcos the tamil lesson jus brings it back down). Productive night studies in skl till 8plus9.Come home to the perfect....cold...welcoming...tasty....REDBULL CAN!

oh btw something interesting did happ today.smethin else apart from the fact tat we managed to let thiru noe we wanna end lessons on time!. btw back to the topic..its bout my juniors.
something tat got my thinkin on my way back...

this junior in cedar hu is in ny was in tamil class b4 my lesson started. n she went 'ure devi the realli scary senior in cedar rite?'
as much as i was quite happy someone i never tokked u recognised me..i was quite bothered tat she said scary senior... :(
oh its becos her fren in cedar was a junior hu worked with me in our competition n it seems she'll always complain tat im scray n she dislikes me cos im so scary..n my temper n all..
haha!

but ya...i hv to agree im quite rude,crude,demanding,TYRANT.. hahah...
i honestly tot...ruby n satoi were worst but hey i realised..im the realli meano one lar..
i scolded them when they underperformed during rehearsals, when their attitude sicked. basically everything. but hey..why wld i scold u for nothing? so dun blame me lar.
i do find faults cos i tend to be a perfectionist in the project i undertake like drama, dance etc.
in fact it was something tat was passed down by my seniors.

but ya..i can still recall one incident where my team got realli screwed by me. i make ppl cry! im no1 meano.im so goin to hell for this. haha!
but hey those gals thanked me n my frenz for being such traumatizing seniors. cos we made them win.made them realise talents they never knew they had! (dunno hw honest or true they were) BUT.. ya..im still happy.

many of my jc frenz saw tat side of me during puyal..but jesmine was surprised tat i was actualli very nice to them...

she asked ' dei hw come u so nice to them ah? nt like cedar ah?'
i laffed n said 'dei they nt like cedarians hu got guts to prove me rong they like to take into one ear n throw it away thru the other.'
but yea...they realli thick skin..but tats gd actualli... u noe their own way their own system...but ya..dudes ull never fit in basicalli... individuality ahs its meaning n i think u guys got rong frm the beginning.

yea...
those days...
i miss...
where me ruby dhiv satoi sandu. wrote scripts for hours. researches, makin sure we r conceptually right.
then came...
Vithi Vanchita Sathi, Dharmayutha, Samskarashruthi.
yep my days of pride...

2007-07-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

Ho...oh...
My life will never be the same
‘Cause boy,
you came and changed
The way I walk The way I talk
I cannot explain the things I feel for you

But boy, you know it’s true
Stay with me, fulfill my dreams
And I’ll be all you’ll need
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, it feels so right
I’ve searched for the perfect love all my life (All my life)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, it feels like I (Like I)
Have finally found her perfect love is mine

You rocked my world, you know you did
And everything I’m gonna give (You rocked my world)
And there ain’t nothing we could find
Someone like you to call mine
You rocked my world, you know you did
And everything I’m gonna give
And there ain’t nothing we could find
Someone like you to call mine

In time I knew that love would bring
This happiness to me
I tried to keep my sanity
I waited patiently
Boy you know it seems
My life is fully complete
Our love is true because of you
You’re doin’ what you do
Oh, oh, oh, oh, who’d think that I (Oh)
Have finally found the perfect love I searched for all my life

this is for u.
ive been a brat.
im sorry.

2007-07-20T06:09:00.001-07:00

Things i need:

- An alarm clock tat wakes me up on time.
- A skl shoe. i lost mine =(
- A new study table cos mine seems to be overflowin(dun worry im nt mugger i just need more space)
- A CAN OF REDBULL everyday to keep me going.
- Lotsa cash so i can get good food every meal.
- Lotsa chocolate that cld possibly cheer me up
- Some good sleep.
- LOTS OF shopping.
- Some fun.
- HE***

legend:- (*) = impt
(**) = very impt
(***) = BE PRESENT NOW!
=( = sad
(.) = end of phrase.

my life's pathetic i swear.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.
IM NT OLD ENOUGH TO BLESS YOU BUT ILL PRAY TO GOD TO KEEP U HEALTHY N WIF ME TILL I DIE!

2007-07-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

If life seems at its lowest ebb
because a day has gone wrong.
Let not your heart be troubled
For a new day soon will dawn.

And we can never be quite sure
Just what it has in store
Since each one is so different
Than the one just gone before

As it penetrates the darkness
With its soft and tranquil beams,
It calms even the most restless soul
And brings new hopes and dreams.

So when a day has been troubled
And the night is dark and long,
Lift up your fallen spirits
For a new day soon will dawn...
-Ned Nichols

ovvoru vidiyalumeh solgirathey... iravanaal pagalondru vanthidumeh.

IM INSPIRED.

2007-07-13T05:35:00.001-07:00

Sorrry Satoi..
the pics were nice la.. hahah!

BTW..skl was longgg n draggggyyy...im realli tired..
got back pretty much all my results..but ofcos im NOT posting bt it!!!

yep...so..hmm...
im jus tired n irritated..annoyed...everything except happy..
i realise tat im feeling the same as a i felt in sec4.
after midyrs..the stress is jus unbearable..where teachers either GIVE UP on u or they NAG u.

well mine is the 2nd one..probably..HAHA!
i dunno..adrian isnt reacting tat bad..emily is jus 'no comments' she prob doesnt even noe my name thou im in her class for two yrs..darrell is okay..thiru is gr8..i shall c audrey's reaction on mon.

but ya..im actualli sittin on the fence bout A's.
at one point of time...i feel the sudden rush of confidence tat 'hey ill do it'
then the other times..i feel damn low tat ill nva make it...im so bochap lar..

haiz everyone's telling me that 'its the typical yr two......everyone goes thru it'
ya ya...bla bla...haiz..how????
the smarty pants 'I' doesn hv such probs wad...hes getting A after A after A...like hello dun u get bored seein the same grades? try other grades lar..life can get excitin u noe.. ;P
well i get bored of my grades too...but wad can i do? teachers r foes!!

yea..so enuff of fredding over my post exam period...

wanted to say somethin on the lighter note..but hmm..no i dun hv anything to say...

happy wkend for u all!

2007-07-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

Depression does make ppl eat more afterall...

i ate breakfast at 7.

then got hungry at 10..so ate abit of rice..

then got hungry at 230..so ate abit of rice again..cos all the canteen stalls ran out of food!

then i got hungry again at 5 after skl...so came home and ate lotsa rice..

haha now im realli full!

yep..my signs of depression..well its the post exam fever, trauma, wadeva u call it.

its okay..as usual i can hope for the best..the best is yet to come... =)

P.S: to all those guys who hv done fairly OKAY...pls be glad..no need to be happy n jumping..but thnk god for wad u hv..honestly ure THERE...ppl like me..are far from u.... congrats thou!

2007-07-08T22:14:00.000-07:00

and my solo picture kick started the camwhoring session.... =)

i look so loving..n shes spastic! satoi loves doing it!

yes i was at china harbour(yindian accent pls)

i look nice..n dhiv panni screws the pic up! simply arseholic~

we tried realli hard to get the four faces in...but satoi got cut jus a little!

shes the most huggable thing!

my bestie buddy! she acts cool...i try kissing her... :P

my satoi! tat fake smile...haha..but i still loving her

great day after a longggggg time

2007-07-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

awesomest day!!!

had fun like so much...
as usual the gals were late...nithya was the best..meetin at 2 she caem at 445..how punctual!!!

haha..but satoi dhiv n me walk arnd vivo..they bought watches...

okay ppl..vivo's nice..be loaded when u go there..some gd sale goin on..nva step into Zara unless u wan to be disappointed..
Warehouse was gd!
Mango is gd!
topshop too!

yea..
hehehe..

i luv my gals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rocks =)

pics at the next post

2007-07-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

u the best!!!!!!

u knew i went shoppin yest..yet u decided to pamper n spoil me by buyin top n earrings for me today!!

:))))))

u the best!!! i is lurve u!

well yesh..was retailing again today...hehe...first was walkin the stretch of orchard wif miru n aneesa..then tried some realli gd tops..CHAOS is gdddd...i like!

yep..then met dinesh...went bugis..walk walk..n stopped at Outfitter Girls..was so temptin..so bought one top..he he he!

well..met kohi..tokked crap...we laffed all the way..was fun today!

such a happy happy day!

thnks guys! i love ur company!!!!

n tmr is gonna be fun..sat is gona be FUN n sunday will be FuN too!!

yay!

2007-07-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

MIDYRS over..

no more sleepless nites..now i can sleep well n get rid of my dark circles!
no more traumatizing dreams of gettin 14/100 for math...now i can sleep well n get rid of my ugly eye bags.
no more terrible headaches of doin math or geog for hours n hours..now i can put my bks aside n sleep well...
no more goin to skl durin my holidays n wkend to study..now i get a long wkend to sleep well..

haha! its all about the sleepin eh..
yea..i need to catch up on tat!

but well..today at 415 trauma ended n i headed straight to bugis.
'After an exam the best way to celebrate is shopping'
as a loyal follower of the philosopher Ms Retail Therapy..i dun wish to go beyond her golden words..so i did shop!
muahahahaha...

first was wif miru..she was awesome! then was nathan! he was awesome too! he's such a sweetie boy!
i just wished HE was arn to spend time wif me..
well ya...i bought this top frm Outfitter girls..gals!! the sale jus started..today's day one..so pls check it out at bugis..its gd...60bucks dress goin at 15! pls go grab it...
then ofcos wad completes shopping is a pair of shoes... :) yay!
i bought one..hehe...black pumps. i broke my old one so its a replacement..nt exactly an addition..
hehe!
but ya..foo! exams over..n i feel so relieved..its like burden off ur shoulder u noe..u NOE..
but haha its nt gonna last long.. but then WAD DOES?

yep..so for those who ended exams..hv fun! for those still hving..all the best guys!!

2007-07-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

i hv a prob.
im sick n tired of my hair being long.n look the same for god knows hw long..
i need a revamp!
hmm....

yea..i noe both if these..r straight hair..but hmm...shall i?
bangs? no bangs? fringe? no fringe? long? short? curly? straight?

i realli dunno la..

but im gonna do sumthing!!!!!!!!!!!!

n my hair's gettin out of control..too dry n thick...

someone come to my rescue!!!!!!!!!!!!

how bout this?

HAHAHAHA!

2007-07-01T19:05:00.000-07:00

hi...
well i suddenly decided to look for women in saree..
n tadaa..i found really nice ones..showin hw beautiful any woman can be in a saree...

now look at this... the glow in her face..the smile..the nicely made up bride to be..jus beautiful..

woa...now look at LIZ HURLEY. perfect! c saree jus makes anyone beautiful n gorgeous.. the 3 yard long cloth that just perfectly shows ur figure..emphasizing on ur assets..n ofcos makes u jus so pretty.. wad beats it man?

okay! now this is wad i call A.w.e.s.o.m.e. this pic is too gd.nt oni cos its aish. but look at hw she looks.

The glow from inside,The red on the outside,The purity surfacing up

And the veil completes it, completes the INDIAN WOMEN.

The glow of being a wife,a woman, the 'thalaivi' of the hse can be seen from the smile, the kumkumam, the posture. And the veil shows shes is conservative yet proud to be wad she is.

simply awesome to me.

i believe tat anyone hu wears the saree will look gr8. jus that u hv to wear it rite. not showin the things that R ought to be covered. also learning to walk in it is a must-must. ive seen my frenz, brides , my mom all in saree n its beautiful..maybe Beautiful is an understatement..cant find a beta word to describe thou...but trust me..get a saree, wrap it around u the right way.n ull c wad i c..

inspired to wear one?

GO GRAB IT!

2007-06-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

every exam period this is how i feel!
like pullin the head out of the body! eeeaaarrrggghhh..

well its all cos of the mr n miss smarties in skl..

well i tot i had enuff of those THINGS in cedar..but gosh it keeps hauntin me...
its jus so annoyin the kinda of comments those smarties say after their paper..
'screwed' 'shit lar' 'dont ask' 'horrible'
WELL i do say such things but hey i hv a reason to cos i do end up gettin U. or fail..
but those aliens from mars get As n go..'omg i dint expect'

this brings back memories of my cedar days...
those PRCs...will leave the exam hall cryin..n get an A.(wonder y they cry) the best part is yet to come...they will fight wif the teachers one mark TO PUSH A 92 TO 93. now tat makes me wanna throw sumthin at them..i mean if its a one mark push to the next grade yesh..even i wld do tat..but hello..even after u donate ten marks to me...ull still be an A la..y bother bt that one mark. oh lord seriously wad kinda ppl hv u created.
Another kind of species r those hu go realli sad cos the teacher deducted one or two mayb 3 marks cos she found her mistakin in marking...n there goes the smarty...argue y she shld get the mark n all...n u noe wad..shes a clear cut A. like i said earlier.. if she were to give ten marks to me..she'll still be an A..n i wld hv just reached the pass.. =)

then recently..i had a skl mate hu did chem paper n met me..n went.. ' i can afford to lose ten marks to get an A'
n devi goes" pls jump off the nearby cliff"
I came out of my math paper n went ' if the marker doesnt deduct marks other than for those i realli din do, then MAYBE i stand a chance to pass'
now see the drastic diff?

but hey my fav is this...
mornin b4 assembly...im revisin my notes for test..franticalli wif the others.. n comes X.
devi: hey hw studied? prepared la u..
X: no la...................(realli tats hw X toks). i came home ate slp..then wake up eat watch tv n slp..never do anything(act panic)
ofcos devi noes the truth..so i ask the magical qn.
devi: so did anything?
X: ya la abit..hehe..
devi thinks to herself ' wtf '

im not sayin anythin further...come on tell me wad YOU feel like doin to X...

haha...was jus thinkin bt these ppl on my way back..cos every exam i c these creatures arn..they r realli weird like..
ure A. wad more u wan. fine. be disappointed but i feel that kinda actions r too annoying..
well by tellin us u mugged all nite, ur info in the brain isnt gonna penetrate out n diffuse into mine la..if u think tat by tellin ppl honestly tat ya i studied for it, ull get an evil eye cast upon u..then hey U r the topic for me to laff abt when im extremely bored. if got gd reason ah..il really say ok..but i dun c the logic y ppl react this way..

tats all for my rattling..

imisshim

2007-06-28T03:29:00.000-07:00

imisshim

well u mite think him refers to my bf or sumthin like tat...actualli no..
im referin to my bro..

been yrs since we sat to talk..been yrs since we actualli looked at each other in the eye n went 'hi sibling'
its realli sad cos im envyin all my frenz for their wonderful family life(meanin parents n siblings)
n somehow im always lost when they talk bt it. im jus way off their frequency when tat topic comes.
i oni rember my younger days where i jump on my dad everyday when he came back from wk.now home is a chore.home serves the purpose of shelter n food. its so emotionless. i grew with it.but i realli dun like it.
and my bro..was like my childhood 2nd hero(aft my dad hu will always be my superhero)
every play time was bt "anneh!" meaning bro in tamil..
used to watch wrestling cos he did.watched soccer cos he did. played soccer cos he did. but now its..well its like hes non existent in my world.
well ive always wondered hw all of these came about..was it age? was it my defiant attitude wif my family? was his fault? i actualli dunno..

ive bulit a wall around me n created a whole new world within tat territory n jus left them behind the wall..
im so used to it..been 4 to 5 yrs since family was secondary to me..
as much as i wan the times back..i jus refuse to break the wall..somehow im stronger n confident..but i wldnt be hu i m w/o my dad.. he n his "do well the next time.u can do it"
their high expectations of me made be believe, education is worth my time..
i can totally recall hw proudly my father told his colleagues aft my postin for psle..'my daughter got cedar'. i mean nt like cedar is the best skl around..rgs n scgs was like out of the world options la..but still i cld c hw proud he was...everytime i cried aft my exam was only cos i knew i disappointed him..n ofcos also tat i noe i shld hv done more la..hehe..

but ya..

a very random post aft so long esp..but it meant sumthin to me..hope it'll spark off sumthin to u guys..(if ull read tat is)

>>naa aambalaiyeh paakaatha kaathu enna apadiyeh alli yeduthu potuu<<

IM BACK!

2007-06-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

2006-10-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

Happi Diwali And Eid Mubarak!!!!

happy days for all.....

lifes good......

2006-10-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

phew!!!

after exams perios has been busy yaar...

diwali celebration.....open house....and my diwali shopping!!!

n it hasnt ended!! hahahah...

well i got back my results...n yesh yOu...my jaanemann..ure such a chram..the morning i spoke to u aft 2 mnths brought me sum luck wif results i think...i cleared all my subjects =) getting promoted =) hahaha...wad else do i need?! i heard u again! anyway tats not the point...

rite now..skl starts as per normal....pw is a pain! still a pain..now got baldy OP to prepare...gtg guys...tata!!!

tc everyone!

>>maja maja maaja...aaaja raja...raja raja aadaikku raja!<<

2006-10-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

yipee! exams over!

okay that mite hv sounded realli childish...but nvm!

honestly i aint feelin tat excited that its over....oni tat i hv one less thing to worry bt...

well..exams wre good...GP fine...MATHS ok....(me saying maths ok is a big thing) ECONS alrite...GEOG gd....TAMIL just gr8! woohoo...hopefully i get promoted! u may neva noe..wad kind bullshit exams can do..u think paper's gd...u end up gettin U! totalli sucks lar..but ya..tats the truth...

hmm....yesh i hv rite bt this exciting rather interesting encounter last wk...

I MET MS ANONYMOUS!

hahah...hilarious sight it was! the shock on her face the pathetic look the 'ay shes devi' to her fren...so funnny...to be true im in the same situation as her. just tat i dun portray myself tat pathetic..i noe hu she was...it hurt me reminded me of things but ofcos my bitch-self came up..n i told myself 'devi walk into the shop again n show ure there!' haha n i did!

i bitch!me bitch!

C'MON SAY IT WIF ME....ALL......HAIL.......DEVI........muahahah!

haha...sorry bt that...abit the ego booster!

anyway..after that hmmmmm....nthg much rather than the usual...somethin new n unexpected came up yest...very heart wrecking! but tats wad life has to offer i guess...

N OH YA! its abt time i start callin smsing my frens n asking to fit me into their busy schedule!!!

cant wait cant wait....

movies, beach, eating, bitching , camerawhoring...cant wait!

orite will update soon ya...

tata

>>then malai thekatthu neethaan un thozhgalil idam tahralaama? naan saayum tholmel verurom saaynthaaleh thaguma?>>

2006-09-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

Nadakkum saalaiyai un pin thodara vitten,

ennai suttralil vittaayeh...

En oliyaaga unnai milira vitten,

en ulagai iruttaakinaayeh...

Naan pesum mozhiyai un ithazhlil pirakka vitten,

ennai oomaiyai maatrinaayeh..

INI VAARTHAIGAL NAAN PESUVATHARKILLAI..

-060906 14:03

2006-09-05T21:51:00.000-07:00

Slow Tears
by Martini

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

sweet aint it?

2006-09-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

>>> we used to spend our nites dreaming along...i guess that those days are gone..n i foreva lost you...i neva tot that u will hurt me like that..guess theres no turning back..ohhh ...i always want you.<<<

well...

hmm..wad can i say...exams preparations going on fine...been out for movies...caught up with old makkalz..

nthg much.....

just weird things...

2006-08-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

its nt the same anymore....
but ure still the same to my eyes....

solla ninainthen aanaal vaarthai illai unnai vittaal yaarum enthan sontham illai.

2006-08-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

There's a thousand words that I could say

To make you come home (yeah)

Seems too long ago you walked way Left me alone

And I remember what you said to me

Kept on acting so strange

And maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change

Was it something I said, to make you turn away

To make you walk out and leave me cold (Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm)

If I could just find a way

To make it so that she'll be right here right now

Chorus: I've been sittin here
Can't get you off mind
I try my best to be a man and be strong
I drive myself insane Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains Your gone (gone)
Gone (baby your) Gone (your gone) (Baby girl you’re) Gone Gone Gone Gone

I don't wanna make excuses babe
Won't change the fact that your gone (no, no)
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know
Time is passing so slowly now
'Coz what's my life without you
Baby I could change my every day
Baby I don't want to

I'll just hang around and find some things to do
Take my mind off missing you (take my mind off you)
Yes I know in my heart you can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

I've been sittin here
Can't get you off mind
I try my best to be a man and be strong
I drive myself insane Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains Your gone (gone) Gone (baby your) Gone (your gone) (Baby girl you’re) Gone Gone Gone Gone

what will i do if i cant be with u..baby where will i turn to?
baby who will i be?
now tat we r apart...
Am I there in your heart ?
Baby why dont you see That I need you with me

I've been sittin here
Can't get you off mind
I try my best to be a man and be strong
I drive myself insane Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains Your gone (gone) Gone (baby your) Gone (your gone) (Baby girl you’re) Gone Gone Gone Gone

2006-08-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

YOU've won me...but YOU will neva win me over....
i have evidently lost yOu...
n i still chose to deny everything bout yOu...
memories of yOu shall keep me smiling..cos yOu've always made me smile...
yOu...my jaanemann

en swaasam un moochil un vaarthai en pechil yainthaaru noorandu vaazhom en vaazha vaa

2006-08-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

a month full of shit!!!!!!!!!

tats wad ive been thru. but its okay.im fine now.

n ya..lets jus update.

skl wk: aint goin very well..but im pushin myself real hard..almost burnin out... =(

frenz: all gd.....happenin life i hv wif them la..crap, cry, laff, dance, sing, study, everythin wif me!

trauma:ermmmm....hueva noes bt it..u noe bt it..so ya...

more interesting facts:

i had a anonymous call. frm MS ANONYMOUS.haha.ya. n she realli made me laff alot. MS ANONYMOUS is being realli funny.well she claimed shes MS ANONYMOUS but ofcos devi is smart..i do noe hu she is..well ya..i shall oni tok bt her tat much..cos seriously..she was HILARIOUS!
i have started having ppl makin frenz with me...HMMMM...FROM THE WESTSIDE..aint tat funny..wad a coincidence?! the west is realli playing a big role in my life rite now..HAHA WELL THIS IS FUNNY TOO.

its gr8 having such interesting encounters in life cos in times of my deadly moods..im so entertained by these jokers!!! were they born like tat or did they nurture to be one?!

hmmm....i wld love to make sumone laff but not at the expense of knowing that "shit devi u r the laffing stock here"..ppl......pls grow up! im nt tat grown up..ive got a long way too..but im sure i aint doin such nonsense... (hahax)

anyway dearies...have fun at wk or skl or wadeva ure doin..

tata!

URE STILL MY jaanemann!

>>naan unnaal thaan swasikiren naan un pher thinam vasikiren uyirai vidavum unnai nesikiren<<

2006-07-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

me n siva baby...

me n siva baby again...

tats my tamilian makkalz...
senthil,sandhy,miru,aneesa,me,rama
sivapriya,nas
sivakangai,archana

me n rama! chinna mandai of NY

the NY ics exco..rahmat not in e pic..
Siva(pres)Rama(Vpres)Me(PRO)Rani(treas)

2006-07-22T20:22:00.000-07:00

POST EXAM STRESS:
i hate skl..i hate skl.. i officially hate skl!
haha..no la..actualli skl's quite fine..but trust me wk load is piling up...
n PW ISNT MAKING LIFE ANY BETA!
shoot the fella down hu suggested PW.its total crap!
haiz haiz...
anywayz...muggathon has to start soon..pretty soon..2 mnths more 2 promos..bit crazy oready... 2H2 1 H1.maths must subpass at least...
arghz!
but its orite...determination yaar..
oh ya!!
n PJC comp is cuming up..hahah...singing,rangoli,webpage,thirukural. hope things go gr8 for NYJC...
n ya...racial harmony day was quite fun lar!
vethaleh madichu kodu maamaa..mathatheh veliyeh sollalaama? we dance for that song..folk dance..whack oni sial...
n ya..thursday was RHD in NY..most of us were crossed dressed. i was in ruby's kerbaya.=)

PICS IN THE NEXT POST...
>>indha oru jenam pothathu yezhu jenam yeduthum theeradhu..andha dheivam unai kaakha thinam thozhuven thavaraadhu..<<

2006-07-06T04:25:00.000-07:00

exams= KiSs MuA ArSe!
oh but kissing my hot arse is a gd thing...
so exams= plain bullshit
aaah...now tats perfect!

sadded life...

anyway...skool's gotten so bz lar...
POST exams stress.
looking ahead for promoz.
nyjc ics stuff.
n
bla bla bla...

sadded life...

haiz haiz....lets not complain ah....

im happy im happy im happy

2006-06-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm..............

okie....exam preparation is gettin to my head yaar!

ya....its e holidays but ive nt been exactly out...hvnt met my lovlies.... =(

its orite...soon..soonn...(i tell myself)

yepz..n ya...............

hmm..shant comment on hw life is rite now.....if u noe wad i mean yaar...

yepz...so ppl...am nt gona say anythin further...stressed up makkal!!

hehehe..hv fun guys..tc!

>>kuladeivameh..enthan kurai theerkavaa...kai neetinen ennai karai serkavaa..<<

2006-06-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

if u cant shut up.........................dun even think bt tokkin honey!
(wldnt wanna c e bad side of me...hmmmmmmmm.....)

n yea....i jus realised...how problems are such an eye opener yaar..........

n.....yea......TuM MeRA JaAnEmAnN.............

2006-05-29T03:25:00.000-07:00

june holidays?! BULLSHIT!

crap la..im in sch everyday this wk...haiz haiz...

n yesh hw is it holidays?! im studyin for midyrs...

ahhh..midyrs....interestin?! god pls make me excel in econs n geog n tamil...maths can go kick mua arse! its pain!!!!!

haha..well enuff of academic shit..

hmm..lifes goin superb 4 me yaar...watched davinci at last..but its a disppointment la..i n dinesh cldnt stop finding the lil minor differences btw the bk n the movie.haha! was fun though! thnx dinesh for e fun time! :)

hmm..then...wad else...sch's jus gettin demandin now..ics stuff n midyrs... juggling both together n tryin to get time 4 myself is bit tuff here...hmm...its ok devi..just 2yrs...sighz...!!!

hmm..well hv a gd time guys..n yesh study 4 those hu's got exams cuming up!!

all e best yaar!

>> kaalai yezhunthathum en kangal mudhalil thedi pidipathunthan mugameh..thookum varugaiyil kan paarkum kadaisi kaatchikkul nirpathum un mugameh..<<

2006-05-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

ok! lets blog..

well..hmm..y hvnt i been bloggin?

ya..its sch...n yesh my bro doesnt let me use comp...blady hell he plays stupid soccer in e comp..wads rong wif these guys these days...madness!!

anyway...hmm...elections ova at sch!!! sivakangai is ics preS!!! coolio...its gonna rock man...ya farewell's next week..haiz..brings back memories of cedar!!!

hmm...everyone's bz sial...wanted to meet ruby few times...shes gotten bz...im bumpin into dhiv now n then but shes bz too.vish...hmmm lets nt go there..shes nowhere to b found....hehe..no la..shes oso bz...well...i hv to be bz too..cos my midyrs r cumin up!

haiz haiz...im in deep shit..cmon say it together wif me.."im in deep shit!"

*cries*

maths is headache...tamil lit is scaring me! i hv to get thru this... =)

well...i hope everyone's hving a gd time lets all smile n live life happily...

tc peepz..tatA!

>>yennam yaavaiyum azhitthu vitten innum poo mugam marakkavillai<<

2006-05-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm....wad can i say?
life's like that...

2006-04-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

just as when i think everything's falling perfectly in place...theres sumthing out there to make me go boinkers!!!

2006-04-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.

Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me.

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

jus afew quotes that i find realli nice.(Esp the 2nd)...
hahah
yepz...anyway..the past few days hv been not very exciting its dam irritating lar!!!!!

dunno y...sleepin during my lects sial! dam sad u noe...oni maths lect im attentive n ofcos during tamil...

god has to help me!!

yepz..anyway...hmm..dunno wad to say lah..jus felt like bloggin for no reason..bored!

hmm..missing lotsa peepz...
:(

dam tired now..has 5rounds yest n one round roun the sch today. n some shit lah.. (oops..im whining too much)

well devi jus got one thing to say..endure for 2yrs thats all!!!!!!!!!

haha..anyways ppl...hv a gd weekend..

n my advanced... TAMIL NEW YR!

>>kangalin neeril naan moozhum pothum kadaisi kanavaa un mugam vanthu pogum..<<

2006-04-11T04:15:00.000-07:00

ITS NEVER-ENDING!!!

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

hmm..its seems this is hw i live my life..its true to a certain extent lah...hmmm...dunno lah..there is alot i hv to say..jus dunno when n how..

well ppl..yep..sch's been quite a stress rite now..im like visitin the library n doin hmwk all the time during my break. goshness wads happenin lar..beginnin of e yr n im like tat...well i actualli hv to put in alot of effort if im thinkin bt law faculty in the near future..(scary aint it?)

haiz haiz..yep..today's panguni..din go..was lil busy out.met sugu today..on the way met yogi accidentally...was sucha pleasant surprise to c her after a long time.yepz...
then me n sugu went to komala's n whacked as usual..n yesh we both realised that whenever we r out we realli hv fruitful experiences...like that day at macs we met a happy family so nice to c them all so lovely lah...u noe the typical family day sunday..so nice..man i mish those times..now my sudnays r spent studyin!! KODUMAI!!! haha..then today oso at komala's met a cute family..the lil boy was dancing for vaala meenu song hehe...n so was the lil gal...she danced wif him too!!! hahaha...such an aodrable family lah...the parents were like..."dance boi dance" haha...so fun!

man family is jus so impt lah..im glad a had such gs times when i was a kid at least i experienced a gd family bondin then..like now its all so hectic everyone in their own world..haiz...nvm..hopefully things change!

orites darlings adios!!!

>>ennavoh ennavoh en vasam naan illai enna naan sollvatho ennidam vaarthai illai<<

2006-04-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

peace.happiness.smiles. *winks*

okie yea...hmm..legs hurt terribly..after PE.
anywayz...sch was fine today jus tat i ended fallin asleep many many times..
yea then aft sch today..went to northpoint wif siva n narmadha where she intro-ed her fren..hmm then we jus walk walk roun n i left for home..now jus bummin roun!

haiz..got tutorials to do..hmmmmmmmmmm......shld i? hehe i beta get it done!!!

anywayz..feel like postin more pics..so here it goes...

hmmm..k ppl can u find me? kinda obv rite..tats me in red huggin my darlin ruby..
this was my pride lar..loved this moment of my life..enrichin n taught me a gd load of lessons.

the gal standin is my babe..kohila..this was on her bdae. the one beside me is my gd fren raj..man we are glowin lah! hahah..camera so bright!!!
heheh...anwyay to tell bt my sweetie kohi.shes been there when i needed her man! such a gr8 gal..

tats me n my darl sandana..celebrating our bdaes together. this was my sweet 16 bdae.memorable..thnx to my sweethearts hu planned this..hehe look at teh sji tie..sandy's bf's tie..haha...n arathi's hand tryin to protect the candles from being blown by the wind..haha..tat was a delicious cake ppl!!!! haiz...love those times..n yesh of cos..i love my babes!

TATS MY DEVA!! hehe..shes vishnu..pretty much sumone hu noes everythin bt me..hus been thru shit wif me..wad can i say dei...uve been the pillar in my life..thnk u so much baby!!!!

well..peepz..yeap...nice pics eh..heheh..memories lah memories! haiz haiz...

okies guys..hv fun tc bbyez....

>>paaka paakathaan naaku ooruthu pakathula neeyum vantha verthu kottuthu<<

2006-04-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

disgust!

ok..lets nt go there ppl... lets jua change topic!

VOH MY GAWD!!! this is the best class eva..my class of 4H in 2005 in cedar...my goshness...these fellas here were realli crazy coolio mamas... every single one of them is so special n crazy n super duper fun! all such sweethearts...guys we rock!!! best class of '05...like DUH! hehehe...

haha! ok this was our slut pose during prom hahah...we were jus too happenin on tat day lah...goin crazy n hmmmmmmmm....WILD is the word!
look at my sandu...wad a back! my nanny babe..enna oru pose? heheh..n me of cos TRYIN slutty...hahah! man tat day was jus so fun! dancing my ass off hving blisters...haha..jus tat we werent drank!

TAMIL CLASS!! argh.................miss u all!!!!
miss sittin wif dhivya n crappin our way thru class..always the noise comin from nithya n sandy..loo nanny anish n pretz will tok all the way..n act attentive oni sial...hahaha...dei u think i dunno wad u all did under table ah? sms n look at magazines n bitch abt ppl..hehehe...those days lah those days...HAHAHAA....

ok yesh guys i noe u all want her number...but..im nt giving it to u!! hehe..ok tats my gorgeous lovely dhivya..hu is yesh i noe..hot!!! yep..this was our racial harmony day in tamil class.this pic was taken when aasiriyar was teachin in class..hehe! notti ppl lah we..SHE IS MY CRAZY MAMA!

woooooooohoooooooooo! ok ppl this is my PUYAL FINALE PIC! haha...i realli miss workin wif these ppl n workin my days off for it lah..n if u may wonder y im in the front ok let me explain.i was e emcee for the show so i, salman n vik had to annouce our finale..dun u think tat i was being an extra ok?! haha..yesh n thnx to prem hu customised my "superwoman" tee..looked coolio! haha...sooooooooo...tat was puyal for u guys!

haiz...yep..this entry was to jus put up some pics n make me feel happy bout my gd times..haha..theres more pics of cos..will put them up later lah...hv fun guys..adios!

>>engaiyo ezhukuthayya irukki katiya selai..anthiyo mayangi nikkum kizhakku shenbaga solai<<

2006-03-29T04:13:00.000-08:00

BBOOOO!!!!

heyz...
oki..hmm..jus did hmwk..my god aft so long im doin some wk..tats realli hard to digest but nvm...im gonna live wif it.

ya...met sugu today..she came to sch..had a gd chat wif her n kannan...n then ya..then i got home..slacked abit then did some maths n econs..ok lah..tmr another dreadful day..sighz..............................

hmm..then dunno wad to say..school environment is gettin a bit too serious for me..my usual frenz arent arnd cos of diff timetabling...suckx lah...yea...so im always wif my ct n in lects n tutorials.nva get to spend time properly...cmon lar im home at 4 oclock!! tats enuff to explain hw serious my jc has gotten!

yea..n yesh...missin lotsa peepz. dhiv satoi ruby vish kohi n many mre lah...wanna c everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghz..kkkkk..soon devi soon...

ok ppl chowz!

>Him tat i love i wish to be free...even from me<<

2006-03-25T19:57:00.000-08:00

heyz..

well peepz..din write for few days cos i wasnt feelin well..was dead sick lah..missed gr8 fun in sch..the last day of orientation where they had disco nite n all..haiz haiz..missed that! but nvm...was too sick to even get out of bed..was sleepin all day..

yep..then..yest ws hema ka's bdae..had a gd time at her place..she din noe we were coming over to surprise her..then i got her flowers..then we had dinner n cutting cake n wine(but ofcos i din drink) yea..then all the gift opening...she was happy. :))

yepz..then wad else...hving a bad throat nw..arghz...yep..anyway..hv a gd day yaar!

tata...

>>oru naalum unai maravaatha inithaana varam vendum uravaalum udal uyiraalum piriyaatha varam vendum, vizhiyodu imai poleh vilagaatha nilai vendum<<

2006-03-22T03:53:00.000-08:00

trauma nuisance total headache.FULLSTOP.

orientation 2!!!!!!!!
wooohooo..totally rox ah...man so much fun lah..run here run there super duper crappy!

i luv my new ct...dam happenin ppl..all so enthu n friendly... :)

anyway..tml is level camp..hope to hv fun jus like today...

n yea hopin that ill hv gr8 times wif my new ct..n make good frenz.. :)
but....................i wonder hus my tutor?!?!?!
unfortunately its nt seqeiura... :( but nvm..hopefulli a fun teacher too..jus like us!

so....0610 will rock e world...heheh..im too excited oready...hahah.

ya today suppose to hv sum movie nite in sch..they were gona show x-men..i jus skipped it lah..i din wanna go..so i went to swensen's wif priya n siva..then kannan n sugu joined us..crapped all e way..tok so much oni..yesh e most impt part..we ate APPLE CRUMBLE...which is like heaven ah...yum yum!! hehehe...gd stuff man..u ppl shld realli try it...

okok...hehe..im goin off now..so tc ppl.. :))

>>anbe naan uranga vendum azhagaana idam vendum kangalil idam koduppaaya?<<

2006-03-21T06:00:00.000-08:00

Thank u to everyone.

2006-03-20T04:43:00.000-08:00

hey ya!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY SANDU PIG!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAJ!!!!

hope u both had a gr8 day..
n yesh today my first day of sch..officially..ermm..ok lets nt go there...skip topic!

n ok i skipped GC workshop since i din hv a calculator..no use goin rite..so i n siva n priya din attend it..so we went to eat lunch at toapayoh..n did bit of window shopping..hehe saw sumtin i realli like..hmm..shld i buy? maybe nt yet...

well n..yea yest was out wif dinesh..went for a movie..nanny mcphee..quite a cute n funny movie...the baby is super cute..haiz haiz..n yesh we did walk frm fareast all the way to PS..long walk..but a gd one..had a gr8 chat n did window shoppin...n.....thats when i got present...dinesh was so nice to buy me a wallet..hmmm i like it! it has butterfly on it..doesnt look cutie cutie but its nice..i like! *winks*

yea..anyway..gtg nw peepz...but b4 tat... by request frm maamu..."hes dam gorgeous!"
OK PPL..KEEP UR COMMENTS TO URSELF...hehehehehehheh...*winks*

>>thee pantham pondravan naan theebam endru aagivitten..puyalukku piranthaval naal thendral endru maarivitten...<<

2006-03-16T04:28:00.000-08:00

boo!

hey ppl...jus got home after spendin time wif my darlin sugu..we went to woodlands to study(ermmm..nt much though)
yepz..then went to yishun n met kannan n his frenz..crapped for sumtime in starbucks..
then took a long ride wif sugu babe to serangoon..had a gd chat in e bus...
then i jus travelled back home..haiz haiz haiz..hving a headache nw..but hu cares...

well nthg much going on..except sum probs in sch stuff...wonder wad PPL r thinkin man?! ARE U CRAZY OR WAD!!!!!!!!!! arghz...

anyway..hv been dead bored these days..
my birthdae's like in next week. n trust me ive got no idea wad to do..i had plans of hving dinner wif frenz but i wonder if tats possible...yea...so i guess this yr is gona b pretty borin...

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..........hmmm....ok ppl..im goin off now..tc!!! tata...

>>koodum neram pala ugangal kanangal aagum..neengum neram sila kanangal ugangal aagum...vaa vaa meendum meendum thaalaata<<

2006-03-14T04:40:00.000-08:00

yoz!
happenin day today...
oni slept at 6 in de mrn' then woke up at 1230 to meet frenz..ok lifes lil settle for me..thnx to ppl hu r standin by me..luv u ppl!

anyway..yest was AGNI...woooohoo..!
ok..nyjc as usual had complications aft complications..we settled it though n went for the comp wif four dancers,originally six dancers....yea...haiz haiz..
then came the bigger bang! our music stopped halfway thru e dance..heheh..was funny though..dam irritatin too...
but nvm..we danced again..managed to clinch the second prize..many were pleased wif our dance!
yesh n agni was gd man...a gr8 comeback show..ajc proved itself yet again..gd show lah...very enjoyable!!

yea...n now am chattin wif yoga n sugu...theyre bored too..! hi5!!

hehe..okok..i beta get going ppl..wanted to study today lets c if i do!

bye ppl!

>>haiyo ithu nalla sarakku...nanchunu irukku..jivuuna vantha singaari amaadi..<<

2006-03-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
sunday!!!!

my day to sleep..which was exactly wad i was duin...
i wanted to go ruby hse but since i tot i had plans i din...until e person said its k..return me sumtime nxt week...so i was like..hmm...fine!!! i wasted my whole day...

yepz..anyway..tat was my day...my useless sunday..
was tokkin to kangai..dinesh n maamu..abit abit here n there...

tml's AGNI!! ahhh..my dance comp..i dun seem very excited or scared..i dunno y...but nvm..lets jus c hw things go tml...hopefully fine..

so ppl..tc! n nitez....

>>paravaigal siragu virichaathaan vaanathil athu parakum..kaarthirunthaal thaan iruvarukkum kaadhal athigarikkum...<<

2006-03-11T02:38:00.000-08:00

heyz!!!!!!!!!! oh gosh..its been ages...since i wrote an entry...

hahah..

anywayz let me update....

first n the most impt thing....PUYAL by nyjc ics...hahaha..tats the happenin thing tat happened all these while..n the reason for me nt riting anything..

ok..ya..it was like sloogging for cedar all over again..jus a step higher...ya..so the show went gr8 with e help of lotsa ppl..alumni j2s n j1s n teachers..yep.....haiz haiz..mish puyal so much now..met so many many ppl...interestin ppl hu left an impact in me..

ya..n tats where i met maamu,vishnu,buvi,yogi n got closer to the j2s hu r...(my god) excellent grp of ppl...ppl like kannan, viknesh,devi,pratap,thulasi..n many many more (cant list everione)ya.....n puyal was a gr8 experience lah..i was juggling the dances n my emceeing..thnx to buvi yogi n maamu hu understood my situation n helpin me out..even we had alot of shit going on for us..all we wanted was to put up a powerpact show..ppl like venkat had leg probs after the dance..i forgot my emcee script on e actual day itself..maamu workin his ass off for the burning of music admist alot of probs..n going on for days w/o sleep..alumni hu came back for dances aft work n camp..n yesh the j2s..hu were juggling the tons of schoolwork n puyal...we all went back home like so late lah..these were memories sial..cant forget them...

IN CONCLUSION..puyal was a gr8 show...n we noe ppl loved it!!

yesh...yesh yesh...n yea ppl..i din do tat well for o's(cries) ehehhe..ok lah..im nt tat disappointed..i put nyjc as my first choice..loved tat place too much..lah..yep im posted there..hving academic orientation now..after the march holis the real orientation starts..unfortunately it starts on my bdae...(21stmarch) *hint*hint* heheh...yepz...met few of my frenz recently..am so happy now...shini i mish u alot..so glad tat i saw u tat day..n ur hair rocks lah babe! dhivya darlin...i met u too...devi luvs u!! anish loo sandy so nice to c u all again..went to visit ruby n family at their place last sunday...met vish too..met my darlin kohilah..yay!!! im back in touch wif my darlings...feel so gd..

even though ive been goin thru a bit of shit myself..i managed to cheer myself up wif my frenz around me..

yep..but nw dam sad cos few of my ny frenz hv left to their new jc..sugu babe is in tj..suren atthan is in aj..n anjali darl is in sajc..yea..haiz..very sad..but its ok..ill be seein them soon..in agni!!!!! hahaha...okie ppl...i think i rote like alot...gtg now..c yaz..

>>yenno kangal un mugameh ketkirathey..yenno kaagal un idameh varugirathey<<

2006-01-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

im back!!!
its been realli long eh..
k anyway...
my jc life....hmmm...gettin used to it oready...terminologies like TUITORIAL n LECTURES are familiar now...hehehe...yep..ok..but seriously its slack man..i hv like 1 hr break in btw lessons..sumtimes up to 3 1/2 hrs break...cool aint it? its so not sec sch life sial...

yep...haiz..well..let me tellya wad i do...i do econs(h2) tamil lit(h2) geog(h2) n maths(h1)
anybody wondering y im doin tamil lit...heheh..cos i like! mr thiru is gr8 lah..hes so father figure...jus like mr omar! heheh...yepz...hmm..then wad else? im in ics..so i had e orientation in sat..which was pongal..but i was in sch..hw nice..we had games n all..intro n all..meeting of alumni n all..gd time lah..then aft that went for lunch wif pratap n vish...then...had to rush for ruby darling's bdae party at palawan!!! oh that was a gr8 day...im glad i got to interact wif YOU.

then we had dinner at harbourfrnt. i came hme at ten oni...heheh...
on sunday.tat was gr8 too..i went to town for lunch...a gr8 lunch!! thnx to 'dash' then we went for a movie which was kinda confusin but was k..jus nt worth payin 9.50 lah...aft tat headed home..was so tired taht i din do my tamil or maths...
but today i ended up doin maths tuitorial durin my break.so i managed to finish it up...

haiz....................it was a long day...anyway..ppl hope u all r hvin a gr8 time..gtg nw..bubyez....tc k?

>>ithu nanavai thondrum kanavu ithu kaalaiyil thondrum nilavu ithu kannai kannai parithu velicham tharum iravu..<<

2006-01-04T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'VE GOT TO UPDATE!
haha...so here i am..

anywayz...how r u ppl?
school started...everything so hectic now..
for me too..
its so dreadful gettin up at 6 in e morn..
not oni tat endurin e orientation till 5 in e evenin is even more dreadful..its fun here n there but..till 5?! its like...WAD?!
yea..furthermore i ending sch at 8 on fri..tats 'shiok' dun u think...

2nd day n my butt aches so bad..hehe!

yep..well honestly i m hving a lil bit of fun in ny.
ita a gr8 sch wif very friendly ppl..their activities r rather interestin...im impressed..
i like ny now..i feel like i shld jus continue there..but...........i may nt! hehe..dunno lah..c how results first!

yep...so anyone in diff jc..do update me bt ur sch.ive heard bt sajc,srjc,mi so i wanna noe more!!!
quite kanchong eh?! hehe..nvmz..anyway peepz hv a gd time..
n oops! i 4got to wish....HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE! WISH U ALL A VERY BLESSED N WONDERFUL YR AHEAD! :)

>>mazhai azhaga? veyil azhaga? konjum pothu mazhai azhagu kannaaleh kobapattal veyil azhagu.<<

2005-12-21T00:06:00.001-08:00

hey peepz...

been long since i updated..sowie..

anyway ya..afew stuff happening...

DHIV IS BACK..yipee...

then my appeal got thru! yipee...

then..im working! yipee...

soooooooooooooooo...im earning...yipee...

wad does tat mean? SHOPPIN TIME!

man seriously teres so many things i hv to get lah...

new shoes, bag, more tops, bottoms...bla bla bla..

hehehe...

shoppin nva seems to end for me...wad to do..ponnaa poranthuten!

anyway ya..hv been caught up wif work all these days..

aft tat either back home or meet 'dash'

so im usually very exhausted when im back home..furthermore my bro will be using comp anyway..

yep...so ive been quite busy lah..

anyway...i was jus thinking bt how relationships hv become more n more complicated. its jus weird eh..

theres frenship theres love etc etc

in my opinion frenship tops it all..its jus too precious eh...theres jus a totally diff feeling when it cums to losing a fren compared to losin ur love. i do agree when ppl say tat love is divine. it is lah.. but frenship is still superior. frenship is so simple..whereas love has so much complications. how in e world do frens even fite? ive nva realli given a tot to it cos..ive nva been involved in any serious argument wif my fren. i hv lost one though..one tat was special n tat was a long time ago..abt 6yrs ago.hehe! even at times where i noe sumthings really rong wif my n my fren...n if she is realli pist wif me..ill jus shut up n let her shoot at me..or i wldnt make any move to make her even more angry. tat will jus blow things even more. well frens fiting is jus lil silly lah. but THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.

hv u heard of 'let love go if it cums back its meant to be' ?

im sure u hv..see thats wad love is..IT MAY GO ONE DAY. but frenship aint like tat.. it nva goes it nva leaves the heart..even if the fren has left physically..

hurt.

hu hasnt heard of it? i bet u everyone has. c..hurt is part of life.

I ASKED GOD FOR STRENGTH

INSTEAD HE GAVE ME HURT TO OVERCOME N MADE ME STRONGER.

isnt this nice?

its no point cryin over split milk..over things tat happened over the yrs..its nt gona change.

but.....wad to do? sum memories keep haunting u..let it haunt but not affect u.

well..i dunno y im tokkin like tat oso..its not like as if im hving any probs...jus felt like typin my tots down n i did...

tc ppl.. muax!

>>kanna en koonthalil soodum pon pooklaum unnai unnai azhaika...kanneh un kai valaiyal meetum sangeethamum ennai ennai azhaika<<

2005-12-12T03:31:00.000-08:00

its getting harder.
day by day.

VISH: where r u? i noe ure busy n all. nvmz..u tc! orite? n study da..i dreamt bt u n jayshree..she was in cedar uni. haha funny..n u in ur cedar track shirt..

DHIVYA: this piglet is overseas..i so desperately need her..mish her so much..

SATOISHINI: ure very busy n im hoping u cld make sumtime for me.. :( tc hunnie!!!

haiz haiz..theres jus so many ppl i wan by my side.but its nt possible.i wan ruby!!!! i wan satoi!! i wan dhiv!!! i wan vish!!! jus this four peepz r more than enuff to make me complete!!!!
arghz...i shant disturb u peepz..

its hard.
haiz nvm..F it!
im all sleepy these days. im in bed all e time..sumhow tats where i get peace. u noe..u in ur own world..dream bt ppl..im jus glad at least i get to c my babes in my dreams..haiz...i shld start callin them up lar!

anyways tc everyone!

>> mannai thiranthaal neer irukkum en manathai thiranthaal nee iruppai!<<

2005-12-07T03:59:00.000-08:00

i change my mind!
ok..im nt closin my blog down..i realised i shldnt worry bt sum ppl when i shld worry bt ppl hu love me n hu i love.

k anyway...things going pretty normal for me..normal holiday mood..jus cant believe tat its gonna end soon..three more weeks n im back to sch i guess.
haiz...

to you: thnx! u liven up my day!!!

to YOU: dun worry bt anythin darl. im there...

its true..
its happening..
everyone involved in their own world..
but ive got no worries..
ill still show my unconditional love..*winks*

>>jananamum maranamum marupadi varum yenna kanavu ennai ninaivootta<<

2005-12-01T19:47:00.000-08:00

hey hey..
the past few days hv been good..
the chalet rocked man..so much fun laughter n truth..
then was jus a day of slackin at home.
thurs..met ruby,satoi n her fam.
fun time..
but...........
hey
after o's period isnt going very fun for me..i wld prefer a job.

oh ya ppl..im thinkin of closin my blog down due to some unforeseen circumstances.
so tc ppl..

>>thinam nee kanavil varuvathanaal aiyo thookathai pidichirukku<<